As Long As I Am Alive I'm Never Going 2 Be Happy

Some people in my own life can't seem 2 comprehend or understand that I have the ability 2 answer ?'s given 2 me with my own answer not their answer 4 me. They also can't comprehend or understand that even though they want me 2 be happy that doesn't mean they can force me 2 be. They also can't comprehend or understand that medicine is not a cure all & doesn't solve everything, especially when they are 1 of the bastard ass mother fuckers who fucked up my life 4 the rest of my life when they want 2 distort facts & take the side of an abuser who mentally, physically, & emotionally abused me & who also abused them.